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I wonder why other people care so much. Maybe that's just a future thing. It's not talked about where I'm from unless you whisper.

I still don't really know how to tell. I don't want to be human and helpless and afraid. I don't want to be what people expect me to be. I just want to be at all, on my terms.

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some people care way too much about other people's sex lives. but i say fuck em.

(not literally, fuck better people than nosy assholes.)

that's fine! you can be you on whatever terms you define for yourself. if that means you're a human guy, or a nonbinary wizard, or a genderfluid stormcloud, whatever. you're still you.

[boyobscured]

[ He still can't imagine just writing or saying a word like fuck. It always surprises him, even after months of being around people who say whatever they want. ]

I want to be a monster. People keep telling me I'm not, as if that will make me feel better or something. But I WANT to be. It feels safer. Better.

I told Magnus once that people are so bad so often. Can't monsters be good?

I think good and bad are relative terms. It's not cut and dry. I guess neither is identity.

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then BE a monster! embrace your monsterhood! whatever that means to you.

i think anyone can be anything. good or bad. human or monster. everything is shades of gray.